Long time no talk, how are you?

There are many positive aspects of me and the posts I've made so far.  I've commented on several others' pages complementing their photos and images.  I've been quite positive about the server change.  I believe I've been very cordial and engaging on the Vampire Chef Forum, Vampiric Fashion and Draugr. 

Perhaps you're not "reading" my energy correctly?

Just because someone finds the Twilight series and people going on Oprah claiming to be vampires as roads toward the cheapening of what vampires are doesn't mean they're necessarily a negative person. Just that they don't like Twilight, and don't like posers cheapening something they love.

That aside, the concept of vampirism has connotations of "negativity" in its very definition - the vampire needs to draw life or "positivity" from life (especially psychic vampires).  That need or even simply desire (if one prefers that definition) implies a lack of that which one needs or desires.  Therefore if a vampire has the eternal need or desire to draw energy or life from others, the vampire is in an eternal state of perpetual negativity.  Now, I realize that's not what you were talking about, but it was an interesting allusion I figured I'd mention.

Thank you for the warm welcome :). Feel free to message me with any website questions directly through PM or ask questions in the forums.

I'm new to the Admin team here, but i look forward to becoming very involved in the development and expansion of the Vampire Lifestyle Community.

Hope your enjoying your stay :).

Namaste!

How I DO love salad!!!

hello

good day - I hope you are getting ready for a terrific weekend. I got in touch with your friend Amar and hopefully gave him some helpful info. Take care.

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I am unsure if you are still here but I just wanted to drop by and see if there is anything you would like to discuss? I am uncertain of exactly where your frustration came from but I just got a sense to want to offer an ear if you are still in need.

Thanks for your interest.  What the deal was was that I was researching psi vampirism due to my own apparent related weakness so I contacted a number of people I felt were in the know, so to speak about what comprises the energy weakness and what the process is that psi vampires use to attempt to correct it.  Some folks asked for more information then ignored me which was a frustration by itself because they wasted my time, then a woman I confided it told me that my problem was "bullshit" and proceeded to ridicule me and tell me how foolish I was.  I decided enough of this was enough and disconnected myself from all of it.  I've never been an overly popular person so it becomes a complex I s'pose.

I've done some more research and tried a thing or two.  The problem for me is a deplorable issue of being in the outdoors in direct sun for more than about one hour makes me sick so bad I can harldy stand.  I litterally tested this on a calm day with good temperature.  Stay in the shade, no problem, get in the sun I'm sapped.  I can't figure this out.  Diabetes doesn't seem to fit. I also have terrible bouts of fatigue and have damaged my stomache with caffein pills.  I'm told diet is the issue, but this does not seem like it would be to that extent. 

One other little problem was the idiot from some vampire "house" who informed me that inquiring of others makes me look bad because I'm going where I am not wanted or accepted.  This goofy crud from some yoyo who flatters himself thinking he's a mideival warrior? 

It was a bit irritating.  No big deal, I've moved on.  I appreciate your inquiry though, it's nice to know that we have some people who are dignified and mature anyway.  Looking back now, those responses are actually pretty amusing. 

Best regards.  Amar

lol thanks

I love your profile, purple is my favorite color!

Oh hun, you are NO pest at all. I am just getting back in to the swing of things. Actually, I have some things I need to discuss with you when you have the time.